I feel obliged to post something on here as I have concentrated on my Writing stuff blog for the last couple of days. I have really found it enjoyable and liberating to put my stuff online as it has made me think about how and why I wrote that stuff, what I was like then, what I am like now...

I do like a good think about myself! I know I keep saying it but I probably am egotistical. Heck even saying I am is being egotistical. It is a sad call out for somebody to say "no your'e not... you are perfect Charlotte in every way and I am in awe of you." before getting out Mary Poppins' tape measure.

I really must stop writing things in the library, it is quite exposing. The guy next to me keeps having a quick look. I don't blame him, I would. Hehe I wonder if he is all awkward now...

Oooh. I felt great yesterday after reading partners. I brought an ace Fighting Fantasy book for my girl Danielle to have a go at. It was a little difficult for her but she was really quite enthusiastic about it for a change which was great. She tried so hard and even fobbed off her mates when the tried to get her attention. I still can't get over the fact that she read a big and dfficult word... it began with a "D". It was something like disproportionate or disapline or disaffected or something. The government is right! Phonetics is the way forward!

Yet again I am going to have to wait around till 4 for Alive TV. It hink Terri is coming today though so I will have somebody to talk to hat I know a bit better than the other random strangers. Don't you hate it when you are the 'new one' that everybody excludes?People don't normally do it out of meaness. They just assume you are quiet I guess and don't tend to mae conversation with you when they are set next to their old mates. Well, its not that bad at Alive TV. I make an effort to talk to people but still feel a littel awkward. I think the other newbies do too though....

I really wish (oooh see the poem "Power of a word") that this blog was more interesting today but I think I am in a slightly apathetic and dissalusioned mood. I just have been realising how much I have to do. There is of course the obligatory christmas shopping which I have been enjoying so far... but now Ants T-Shirt probably wont come before christmas so I will have to order something else and I still have to get something for Grandma, Dan, Lisa and Lisa's B Day and now Keith too as he got me a fantastic xmas/b day pressie in Bomberman. I also have to decide what to do with the pile of PS2 games I want to trade in, do all these bits and bobs of homework that I have wheeldled out of, do some coursework, sort out christmas hours at work and most of all, get this task done for Nottingham Uni.

I understand that they are emulating journalistic deadlines but doing a radio newscast and an essay when you have no decent recording equipment and school and work to think about is asking a little much in 2 weeks. I did wonder whether to not bother after I got that Lincoln offer but I can't half arse uni applications. I want to be ready "just in case" with all the offers I can get. For all I know Nottingham is really good. I only added it because it did my course in this area and wasn't as shite as Edge Hill.

Oh well. I guess I need to see Mr Hester to sort out recording this bloody thing. I need to practise my radio voice too. When it said "Broadcast Journalism" I thought it meant writing for broadcast with the option of actually presenting it, not presenting it with a bit of journalism banged on the side. Still. It is an option I guess.

I can't be bothered to write any more today. I am not being interesting enough.

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